Humble Awakenings

I always imagined that my spiritual awakening would be a grandiose and pompous event (because it would be this moment where the very light of God/Goddess would be shining on me as it becomes clear that I am the Chosen one)!

Not quite the case.  Unless of course it hasn’t happened for me yet and ‘They’re’ just waiting for an auspicious time to bestow upon me petals and golden magic rainbow rays from the heavens to welcome me with a flash of lightning and thunder for effect; the Chosen one!!

Where do we get these ideas from?

The reality for me has been more like this: Chop wood, fetch water, draw blood, shed tears, develop frozen shoulder, leave 20 year marriage, draw more blood, shed more tears. An aha moment.  Rinse, repeat.

For every initiation I have ‘passed through’, I am brought down to my knees in deeper humility of the Grandness found Within; this grandness within loving me through those hairy moments called ‘our life journey’.

For every painful experience I’ve had, I am brought down to my knees in deeper humility of how little I know yet how loved I am. 

For every experience I’ve had, I am brought down to my knees in deeper humility that what is wanting to birth through me NEEDS me to love myself WHOLE.  I Love Myself into Wholeness.

There is no grandiose moment where I wake up and say “Yes, I am enlightened… I am now here to Heal you and become this overnight success because I’m going to manifest that”.

Instead, it is in my humanity and all the feelings that come with it AND the Spirit that breathes me through it, that I can fully feel into this vast grand beauty of Love, in humility and awe.  That to me is a grandiose awakening and that it’s a journey not a destination.

And all the time during this journey of a lifetime, we are resourced from the Well within.  That well that is Love.  That well, that is Bliss. That LOVE that will cut, dismantle, demolish and FLATTEN all OLD, UNHELPFUL beliefs into smithereens! Ouch…but yes, thank you. Thank You. Thank You.

Although the journey of late has been messy for me, one thing though has only got clearer; I am here to serve others through their journey, that is my calling and my passion and my gift. I am a facilitator and I am good at it. 

If you want to find out more about journeying with me, about walking the path of the Feminine, about reclaiming your journey in a humbling yet empowering way, schedule a free 45 minute call with me and let’s explore how I may be in humble service on your journey.